let the flames begin

2012-01-02T09:01:00.000-08:00

omg google just signed me in.

HELLO THE AWESOME WORLD I LIVE IN.

fafa has officially and awesomely made her awesome comeback to the awesome world of blogging ~~awesome~~. its been a while and a lot of things had happened and i don't even know where to start......

i've graduated from my ~~old~~previous school :D idk if i can call it high school cos its more like middle school or middle high cos i still have form 6 but you know what i mean. graduation day and lunch wasnt as sad as i expected it to be but grad-lunch-day was awesome. we went bowling after that. and yes THE BOWLING CENTRE HAS OFFICIALLY OPENED IN SERIA. THE FIRST ~~INCENTURIES~~EVER. our seria is developing....

andumwhatelselemmeseeeeeIM17 :D i'm so thankful to everyone like seriously i even delayed my facewash to thank everyone ~~and God knows how greasy it was that time.~~ so THANK YOU GUYZZZZ for the tweets and walls and texts and phonecalls and status for sujath and thank you so much MBLAQ for the awesome song you released at 12 am KST today that i searched my butt off for the full ver for 23 mins for and teen top for the dance teaser eventho i wanted the drama teaser and inpinitue for being alive on my birthday, you and oxygen and God and my parents are the reason i breathe FAFA LOVES YOU (L)

(AND INFINITE RECEIVED THEIR FIRST WIN ON MCD ON 1ST SEPT 2011!!!! *PARTIES* and i mentioned abt them deserving to win on my last post.. but bad news is they'll become famous and have very tight schedules like now :(and that they'll be overrated pretty soon :( )

~~since i am so tired~~ i'll end here...
happy 3rd January!
ps. sorry i used a lot of strikes.
pps. i found out some people actually do read my blog XD so HI FWANNIE HI MAL

2011-09-16T01:25:00.000-07:00

OMG OMG OMG ONEW FREAKING HAS ABS OMG AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO JUST NOTICED THIS IM SO OUTDATED OMG

2011-08-27T10:17:00.000-07:00

that awkward moment when you forgot your youtube a/c was connected to your twitter a/c and you commented about an idols hips with a heart......

2011-08-26T13:03:00.000-07:00

no one in ze:a ever caught my eye ~~well excet for kwang hee of course~~

no one but him :Q

2011-08-26T12:27:00.000-07:00

dear Lee Sungyeol,

happy birthday.
i love you.
xoxo
:)

2011-08-25T11:03:00.000-07:00

made my night :)))) his bday is tomorrow btw.
anyhoo the vids cute. Sungyeol's cute. he caught my eye ever since i watch sesame player cos he treats his fans well. he's super sensitive too, i mean watch the vid. haha i hope infinite gets first place soon. ~~i wanna see him cry~~ they were third in today's MCD. epic moment.

인피니트 화이팅
이 성열 사랑해 :)

2011-08-25T08:39:00.000-07:00

different people, different minds. if we can deal with you, why can't you do the same for us?
have you listened to U-kiss' Someday yet? if you have check it out here! it is damn gooooooddddd. Kevin's voice is simply beautiful ;) and infinite won MCD dance battle today. 축하해 동우 & 호야 오빠~~~ ㅋ. people are gettin out of the oh-so-cute concept and fafa loves it :P
oh btw, MBLAQ needs to appear on variety shows moreeeee :(

2011-08-19T08:55:00.000-07:00

tomorrow is D-Day. the G.O.O.D day~
헐.. i wanna go so effin bad :(

2011-08-19T07:55:00.000-07:00

the guy in white happens to be MBLAQ's new manager.... so young.... yet so cute. hahaha he looks like he could be Mir's friend or sumfin.

2011-08-19T00:49:00.000-07:00

i figured out what i want for my next birthday ~~next year~~....

a debit card. yes, a debit card. cos one time, i asked a friend to help me order things online. even though she did it for everyone else too, i think i was sort of a pain in the ass. or maybe i'm just too concerned... but i still feel sorry. you have no idea how many times i said thanks to her. including the ones in my mind. lol you know who you are. i owe you big time :) x
i told mom about it like sometime ago and she was like... "ok tell your dad". haha typical. imma tell him soon though. plus its not like i'm gonna do major e-shopping. i just need it to buy ori-albums slash support my k-idols legally 0=)

anyway i chopped my hair.

bubye.

hi.

jsyk i take bad selcas with my webcam so i don't show my face. LOL.

2011-08-17T08:38:00.000-07:00

happy birthday :hearts:

i've been fan-girling for the past 8 hours.... on infinite. they are....... simplygnhoibdbrtiohAMAZING & they're one of my favorites now ;} i am currently killing myself by watching mnet scandal... a lot of them.

so anyway the school holidays are juuuussst around the corner. 3 more days and i'm off to ~~dreamland~~study my ass off *nonstopcrying* apparently i'm having my qualifying exam 10 days after school-reopen-day. and having my o's the next month.... fafa is scared ;'(((( and not to mention stressed out. i mean, literally. its even affecting my own health. i've been visited by aunt irma thrice since mid-july. and i've been losing weight... not that its a bad thing ㅋㅋ i need a time out. ferreal.

2011-08-16T23:02:00.000-07:00

i don't get why he should be a part of the group if he's not given any parts :( i may be a little(lot) bias but... its true right. its just unfair. please do something abt this i.e GIVE HIM PARTS. he's amazing.

2011-08-11T01:00:00.000-07:00

so i didn't delete my blog.
i'll be active again instead. hahaha since no one reads my blog unless they google it, i'll be ranting about anything.

2011-03-01T01:33:00.000-08:00

#nowloading dream high episode 16!
yes i know qualifying is just around the corner. yes i know "around the corner" means 7 days. yes i know i've mentioned this a millions times and yes i know im kind of still procrastinating but gonna finish reading 4 books in a week. watch me. 흐흐흐흐~

edit: I CANT BELIEVE IT ENDED JUST THERE. SILMANGGGGGGG :(

2011-02-22T09:10:00.001-08:00

last two eps of dream high :( i cannot wait for ep 15 cos 14 was the shit,i cried on all 6 parts. LOL. i hope there'll be a season 2 for it. iman said if there will, the title would be "Dream Higher". HAHAHAHAHAHA.
oh! i just checked my feedjit and found out someone from binchaya viewed me. OLA!! i didn't even know Binchaya exists in BRUNEI. so thank you. and speaking of Brunei, HAPPY NATIONAL DAY EBERYBODEH!
and there are also some people who googled me which kinda made me freaked out a little but im sure they're.... safe. i hope.

guess who i saw yesterday.... mood booster :)

i'll end with this picture of onew, just because (;

2011-02-21T06:57:00.000-08:00

~~rasa jua. hah yes, be offended.~~
be yourself lah.

2011-02-18T22:50:00.000-08:00

after 16 years of living and believing burung kakak tua was a crow,i just found out its actually a parrot. tsssskkkhhhhshshs... i think im gonna label my keyboard now.

ps. neo juggo sipeo? i feel like blocking you everywhere now -.- can you for ONCE JUST be yourself AND QUIT COPYING ME

2011-02-18T07:05:00.000-08:00

생일축하함니다 창민오빠. 패스~ ㅋㅋㅋ XD
i can type in korean now. i think..... i hope. but thanks mal :P and also happy 1000th day SHINee and selamat pengantin baru to my cousin Ibrahim a.k.a Abg Baim~ haha

2011-02-17T07:36:00.000-08:00

happy belated birthday sexy (:

guess what omg omg omg~ Jay did something awesome today :') some ppl predicted that he'll actually come back but idk, its a 50:50. or prolly less. BUT i hope he does ): or at least be friends with 2PM again. they used to be so close and so cool and soooo... hmhmhm.

2011-02-16T08:45:00.000-08:00

dream high gets better every friggin tiiiiiiiiiiiiiimeeee esp IU and Wooyoung's part. HAACCCUUUUTTTEEEOGMMMGGGGGGIMGOINGCRAZYYYYY. so have to talk to nab bibi tomorrow. hahaha so anyway things have been tensed. but good. but tensed. yet fun. did i mention tensed?

wednesdays are always bad but yesterday was the baddest it could get :{ zqah and i almost got hit by a car (thoudh the war was like 4-5 metres away) and screamed like what avery said a hyena, i had an unusual headache during math class and mrs.l was starting a new chap and as usual i screwed up practicals. we did looked after primary kids,i made 'starkoms' with them so they'd shut up and a kid i.e dosh's brother told me to add him at facebook. hahaha.

i need to sort and balance things out. i only have a couple more weeks to qualifying.
and i just realized MY zqah and amal won't be at school later :(

2011-02-13T22:48:00.000-08:00

"HAPPY SINGLE AWARENESS DAY GUYS~~~~ ALL THE SINGLE LADIES~ ALL THE SINGLE LADIES~ NOW PUT YOUR HANDS UP~ AND MEN TOO~ LOL. hahaha I can't believe all these tweets popping in after I said that~~ LMAO all the beautiful single human beings I feel y'all~~~ I LOVE U ♥"
- peter. hahah ♥

dont you think nicky minaj and kesha are tryna be lady gaga? so uncool.
im gonna see the dentist tomorrow. well hopefully. i have a crack on my tooth and its so uncomfy when i drink. and you have no idea how incomplete i feel when i dont brush that part of my teeth so hard. i also have an mib project to do with amal. and a web to keep reloading. hahha.

you know what would be awesome right now? choc chip cookies, coconut pudding and banana popia.
i made myself hungry.
its 12 Rabiulawal. Salam Maulidur Rasul (:

2011-02-10T07:43:00.000-08:00

i love him in this MV. haha.
its chananaday! happy 21st. 사랑해 ❤❤
HAHAH i hope i got that right,i used my brain. really. and a phrasebook. LOL :P

2011-02-09T08:23:00.000-08:00

i can't stop refreshing the page. i'm reading spoilers :(
but despite the fact that the subs for the 11th ep aren't out yet, today was pretty good. the bio test weren't as hard as i expected it to be. i forgot i had a math test but matrices is kacang. hahah and practicals were ok except for the last ques cos there weren't enough equipments and i became so jobless i played pirates with syuhada. but anyways i had a good day. i skipped tuition :8) speaking of tuition i miss you :(

안녕히 주무세요.

2011-02-08T07:01:00.000-08:00

you're making me hate jin-gook. LOL ):
having a biology test tomorrow. on nutrition )):

2011-02-07T06:26:00.000-08:00

i feel pressurized. the standards have gone up. and so has the credit mark. mom lectured me for 15 mins on my way to school. we're having our qualifying exam next month. i suck in practicals ): and o level results we're out yesterday. congrats to my seniors who passed with pretty pretty pretty grades :} its our turn to suffer now. do teachers always tell us things that scare us? or issit simply fact? gahzah~

i had quite a conversation with Sujath today. i normally don't talk to people like that unless its someone very close but really,im awkward when it comes to conversations because apparently i ST-ST-ST-stutter. and i think my english sucks. s.o.b.s.o.b. anyway i don't think i can sleep well tonight. lol :\ i also found out something that happened during sports meeting at yr9sci which was technically where yellow house girls- I was at that time. damnnnnnnnnnnnn scary shit wagdagada. i wish i didn't beg siti to tell me that. so i'm currently keeping myself busy. LOL.

currently watching the first part of idol champs (edit: change of plans. i watched the whole thing. die. minho practically won the whole thing. hahaha♥) without subs(die) but its good. i'm rooting for 2pm,2am and shinee (die die). hahaha. i shall get back to work and go to sleep early so i won't be sleepy like i always am at school tomorrow. since our fun usual tuesdays have literally went to complete-boredom. by that i mean we have phy and chem in one day (die die die). 안녕 :)

ps. why are all these people spamming my tagboard?

2011-02-01T23:50:00.000-08:00

MXFIVCWOCWXWDS
dream high is daebak
happy birthday to Chu and Ka Felda (L)
its the last day of school for the week. we didn't have practicals for 2 days,it feels unsual but very gooooooooooood. happy lunar new year and hellooooo 4 days holiday (:

get off my life. i stopped using my twitter ac for a reason.

2011-01-31T23:15:00.000-08:00

something's blossoming in my heart ;)
HAHAHAHAHA

2011-01-30T05:02:00.000-08:00

my dad just called me iman.... are we that identical? lol i get that a lot. i see absolutely no difference but hey different people different thoughts.

just incase my sister's reading this;
OPPA SAIN

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ILY, i can hear you laughing from here.

but there is one thing we have in common. we both share the same interest... and we're both annoying. LOL.

2011-01-29T05:48:00.000-08:00

what you said... i don't know how to respond to them.

my tab-bar is full. i am officially ~~obsessed~~ :}

2011-01-27T06:08:00.001-08:00

cos i don't like orange and lemon skittles....

life's so tiring :\ i haven't had enough sleep in days. i'm not blaming school- though school has been errrSTRESSING, i'm just blaming all those tempting dramas and shows and incomplete home works and unrevised tests that i spend all night thinking without doing anything about.
but i will get over this. fighting! LOL.

i've been doing random things lately. i think it was yesterday that i drew figures on my fingers. haha it was a long hour since my physics teacher "gave" us free time. we're actually supposed to revise (but duh, we're normal) but me and amal ended up having our own language class. hahahaha. she thought me japanese that day, but i'm currently learning korean on my own.... with a help of a phrase book........ and amal.

oh and we're having a sports meeting on saturday. i canNOT wait for term 2 which is technically the "sports term" for our school. i shall join everything to cover up those 2 years of doing nothing but tug-of-war and taking pictures.... maybe. haahha.

i have school tomorrow morning (sadly) and i can't be late for class for three consecutive fridays so gotta run!
ps. i reactivated my dailybooth. follow me! :D

2011-01-24T07:44:00.000-08:00

i end up deleting my twitter a/c anyway

2011-01-21T22:48:00.000-08:00

there'll be a smile on my face in the catalog and it'll be just like you were never gone
i'm taking guitar lessons. i'm gonna play I Can't beautifully.

2011-01-13T03:27:00.000-08:00

nini got admitted today :\ my parents aren't back yet and i just made dinner.....
i have 3 essays to finish. i have extra class tomorrow morning. i have to shower. i have to think straight. i have to stop caring. i have completely lost my mind.

p/s: don't you just hate it when someone is OBVIOUSLY(OBVIOUSLYYYY) trying to be you? i am trying my hardest not to hate you since 12345532 janfebmarapr but you are making this so hard. WHAT DO YOU WANT? YOU HAVE EVERYTHING THAT WAS MINE ALREADY.

2011-01-11T07:51:00.000-08:00

now that its all set and done i can't believe you were the one to build me up and tear me down

2011-01-11T03:44:00.000-08:00

remember when i said this year's gonna be awesome? well...... i'm not so sure anymore. haha. its just that, the past few days at school was tough. i can't seem to concentrate and i constantly get headaches and classes have become more ~~boring~~ :( and now i'm a team leader for an MIB project. haha seriously. pressure's on me now. but despite all that , life has been wonderful.

..and i bet you know who introduced me to this one. ILY :) LOL

2011-01-07T03:49:00.000-08:00

"귀에여러분들의고민들이많이들리네요. 재범이는왜계속타투하는지 그럼이미지안좋아지고 방송못하고, 재범이는언더에서활동할려나, 재범이는왜 유명한작곡가랑작업안하고차차랑 하는지, 재범이는 aom비행기표 숙소 음식 다해주고 페이도주고 왜대꾸다니는지 재범이는언제돈벌려는지. 저는이런말은잘안하거든요. 조용히있다가행동으로보여주는스타일인데, 일단 저도방송하고음악프로그램나오고그러고싶지만 제가음악프로그램에서한번일등할려고지금앨범준비하고이러는건아닙다. 저도마찬가지고 여러분들이그런걸되중요하게생각하지만, 전진짜로 i want to change the world and how people think. 어느상황에서 열심히노력하고마음만착하면해낼수있다는걸보여주고싶네요. AOM is my family 비스니스적으로 바보같은거지만 저는 애들부모님과친구들이 애들이자기가사랑하는거하면서돈벌수있다는걸자랑스러워하는게, 전진짜너무행복합니다. 애들부모님이저한테 고맙다고, 애들이팬들생겨서우리부모님처럼맨날자기아들자료찾아보는거에재미들고전그런게너무좋습니다. 그리고잴중요한건애들있어야제가안심심합니다.~ 그리고전차차의능력을믿고같이작업합니다잘하니까. 잘못했으면저도아무리친구여도같이안해요. 우리를의심하시는분들, 이번노래 차차가만든비트 제가쓴노래 도끼가랩피처링해준
노래 진짜실망하지않을겁니다. 나오고나선아마다시는의심하지않을겁니다. 그리고전꼭모얻어야누구도와줄려고하는게아니고 친하고 if we're fam 그럼전도와주는게좋습니다. 그리 타투하지말라고하면 랩하지마춤추지마란말이랑마찬가지예요, 전그런걸로마음을표현하는겁니다. 너무많이하진않을게요. most importantly 전눈팅을많이하는데여러분들이앨범내라고해서 이렇게열심히노래쓰고 녹음하고, 제데로된뮤비도찍고그럴려고합니다. 또디몬처럼안나오면안되니까, 요번에 다제가컨트롤하는거니까꼭나올꺼예요. 전많은사람들행복하게할수있고,친구들과춤을즐길수있고, 여러분들한테사랑만받으면충분합니다. 그렇지만앨범진짜레알일꺼에요, i'm not tall i'm not good lookin but i'm a bboy a singer dancer entertainer i'm just jay park, i'm me and no one else accept me for who i am and i'm going to continue to do what i do. that my new years resolution for 2011 thank you everyone for all your support, i love yall jay park always looks out for his peoples.이런글로제마음을다표현할수없으니까 그냥차근차근보여드릴께요 ^ㅠ^"

love you Jay (L)

2011-01-07T01:26:00.000-08:00

don't you think i make sense when i think the simpsons are asians?

i think i have a weird mind.
can fishes drown?

2011-01-02T23:39:00.000-08:00

someone has officially turned 16 :)))))
i'd like to wish myself a happy birthday. may Allah bless me with a better year and may i always smile and stay cute. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA. i was joking. but seriously. minus the cute part.
and if you ask me, im spending my birthday at home watching shows (that take usually forever to load) and thanking people on facebook and twitter and i am truly enjoying this. i feel... blessed.
(:

anddadgotmeafrigginiphone.
(L)
THANK YOU EVERYONE FAFA LOVES YOU TO THE MAX HUG HUG KISS KISS
oh and happy new year!

2010-12-30T22:44:00.000-08:00

highlights of the year, not in order but yeah

my last post in 2010.

i wanna thank those who made me smile this year, who made me laugh, who made me cry, who introduced me to 2PM :P who were there for me through my ups and downs, who showed me what life is all about, who showed me their true colours.

all in all, i wanna thank everyone who filled my 2010.
may 2011 be a blissful year. Amin.

XOXO
Fafa.

2010-12-29T01:24:00.000-08:00

2 days to 2011 :D

5 days to the birthday of someone amazingly special.
huhauhaauhauha~
and the release of dream high!! i cannot wait.. well i first have to figure out where and how im supposed to watch it cos there's no KBS2 at astro :( but i'll figure it out. i have google. and youtube. and a brain the size of my...brain? haha

anywayyy, 2011 is just around the corner! i said that already.

not that i celebrate new years or anything,i'm just....celebrating the start of a new chapter of my life............??????
2 more days.
2011.
2011.
2011.
i just cant wait cos next year's gonna be OSOM cos my friends and i have planned sweet stuffs to do before our last day in smss
COS ITS SENIOR YEAR BABY.
i will not mention those stuff here but i'll tell you one thing, its gonna be epic. nyahaha~ *stares at amal and zqah* though i still have olevels to sit for :\ i'm thinking of taking june on certain subs for a try. both maths and both languages to be specific. mom okay-ed it but we'll see how it goes.

i'm currently watching SBSGD. hahhaha no im not a kpop fan... im just obsessed with 2PM :P so yeah im waiting now. and i think i figured out where to watch dream high now... yay me? hahah for the record i wrote this thing for four hours. with a two hour break in between. haha so i guess thats about it.

*edit: 2PM's performance was..... silmang. cos i wanted to see the rabbit dance :( but thier intro was great. and they're still great. hwewehwehwe.

Family Picnic 19/11/2010
i had an awesome day.

KL December 2010. i just got back fyi :P

Junsuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu(:

hahahaha!

♥♥♥♥♥♥

missed :(

2010-12-13T01:02:00.000-08:00

again and again and again and again~~~
im officially a fan thanks to amal. hehehehe yes im so lagging. shoot me XD

2010-12-08T10:20:00.000-08:00

i love potatoes
i love asparagus
i love chocolate
i love candy canes
i love the smell of pastry
i love the smell of christmas
and no i dont celebrate christmas
I LOVE THE SMELL OF RAYA
i love seeing happy people
i love my friends and family
i love math
i love torrent for being so fast right now
~~i love you~~
shitness.
if i had three wishes,i'd wish for money, hapiness and my faith back.
2010 sucks
bye

2010-11-30T10:37:00.000-08:00

1st day

2nd day
awesomest raya day.

awesome shot but you cant really see me haha :(

oh and guess who suprised us... :D

ngahaie!

3rd day
my family from bandar came.

4th day
convoy at bandar with the phs :D

5th day
~~slash when shit began to happen.~~ ~~yes honey,i remember every single date of bullshit i've been thru in my life.~~
open house at kakti's slash ajai's bday.

7th day

family gathering :D
i had a lot of a lot of fuunnn ~~minusthepartwhenicriedinfrontofmycousins.~~

PHS ;)
we had a picture of all of the cousins together but only abg alim has the full frame.

ka siti and abg wajdi. they got married last june :D photos on that prooooooooooolly soon. no promises. haha

8th day
open house at my place.

9th day
open house at ngahaie's and umi's and this was at ngahaie's. i love this.

15th day
convoyed with izzatul, amal, zqah, rahmani, aqil, hatni and asyraf to syeera's and bibi's. met our old friend, yaya (: and some guy i dont know but they do hahaha

and thats just about it. just some highlights that happened during raya. you can check my facebook for the full album.

brother's birthday

i should sleep now,its 4 in the morning.

last 31 days of 2010 :)

2010-11-29T23:12:00.001-08:00

hello :) its been a while since i last blogged. and things have changed. a lot.
so first off,happy holidays everyone! yesterday was my last day of school. well sorta haha. i came to help the ~~intern~~new councilors to organize a graduation lunch for the form 5's. they had 2 days to organize everything but they actually prepared it for less than 5 hours. hahaha but i think we pulled it off ;)

and results were out yesterday. i did.... well :) an A,two B's,4 C's and an E for physics =.= A for Amaths btw HEHE. at least i passed physics for the first time this year. hahaha. and so i got promoted with my 29 other classmates. i heard brian failed so yeah :( wish him the best.

soooo what else... raya errr... ramadhan err again... haha yeah. well yeah life was tough back then. but going thru everything,friends,family and all that have made me stronger :) love you guys,muah haha. at least i know who to trust now. despite all my crappy days and 2 annoying amahs,life has been...great.

cleaning day

teachers' day. i love mrs latha. haha.

and my brother's birthday party. we had a bouncer here that day but i had no pictures of me on it so.. yeah. LOL.
photos are grabbed from amal

i'll upload hari raya pics here soon maybe,cos the size's so large. hahah i'll end the post here. bye!

2010-05-26T08:40:00.000-07:00

miss you like krezeh.

ps. links will be updated soon.

oh star

2010-04-05T04:25:00.000-07:00

hello mello :)
i just got back from KL yesterday night. KL was one word, AWESOME. i mean, worth it for a two days holiday. we only went to pavillion, KLCC and Nini Amit's house. i actually went there last thursday but since it was a night flight, no shopping. the flights were TRAUMATIZING. both of them. but our hotel is just splendid. we stayed at Grand Millenium. and it is right next to pavillion. RIGHT NEXT hwwewhehehehehehhehwewewe. zara,cotton on and marc jacobs are the SHITTTTTT. topshop's fine too. be jealous 0:) i wanna go to singapore now. i wanna go to universal studio =( ziqah cakap its siuk there. prolly next holiday. and by holiday i mean holiday. cos i went to KL on a school day. hehe.

we also had a garage sale on the 28th. it was awesome. thank to mutti cos she promos everyone. yes everyone di simpang/kampung that she knows, literally. we actually earned $400+ but mom had to divide sumf sumf sumf, so fairly, i got $80. i miss my t-shirts. hahaha kidding.

anyway school's just started. i mean like lapas KL. hahahahaha. my marks are...........good :) i failed my physics though. i dont blame myself. i blame nobody. not even the teacher. but yea, physics is the only failure i have. i got an E for english, and credits for the rest :) A for POA. kalok. lol. so i guess i'm staying at my class. yay~ science class is awesome pasal everything..well almost everything has something to do with numbers. im kind of the numbers-person. i suck at theory. so..yay me. jadi cashier when i grow up. kidding.

ps. i wanna watch big bang theory (?) thanks to Amal.

fyi

2010-03-26T03:49:00.000-07:00

At Great Value & Great Prices Too!
[$1.00 onwards]
Best Bargain At A Very Affordable Price!

Items: Clothes(men's, ladies, children's, toddlers)
Accessories(bangles, earrings, chokers.... etc) shoes, handbags, toys, not to mention some homebaked cookies. we are also selling lots of handicraft goodies!

---> Venue: NO.5 [LOT 6208],
SPG 301, JLN KECIL SG TARING LUMUT, KUALA BELAIT.

---> DAY/DATE: SUNDAY, 28 MARCH 2010
TIME: 9 AM ONWARDS.

Feel Free To Come =D Everything Must Go!

good girls go bad

2010-03-22T10:04:00.000-07:00

you know how me and zqah ALWAYS get emotional when it comes to tekken. i was browsing through amal's blog and.... the pictures explain everything.

this is before

and this is after LOL

good times~ good times indeed~

hey

2010-03-22T03:38:00.000-07:00

you are the butterflies in my stomach..
yes,you :)

whatcha saaaaayy

2010-03-19T09:39:00.000-07:00

First assessment tests are over! officially... yesterday. how were the papers? THANK GODDDDD. well except for physics. and im proud of myself for studying 10 days earlier cos its like usually a day before the exam starts and i'll go PAYAH PAYAH PAYAH after the exams.

happy belated 14th birthday to my sister(L)

and happy birthday sueanne and meera :)
and and and happy 18th monthsarry love :))))
i love you pre-gendut. haha.

anyway i havent told you guys (that is if "you guys" exist. PLEASE NICELY SPAM MY TAGBOARD HAHAHA) abt the wonderful things we did on Feb. like ND marching. the soldiers were awesome! i miss them :( i miss our marching days. and we only practiced at bandar ONCE. its supposed to be on thurs and sat but we came late on thurs... -_____-"

best friends(L)

new best friend. LOL our sarjan. he's funny. haha.

anddddddd i forgot the rest. hahahahaha. longstory-short, feb was a very good month. better than january.... sadly. and so its march already. time flies so fast dont you think?

we're having another bbq tomorrow. this one's for iman. i cant wait :) sadly some of my friends couldnt make it.

*coughhhhfwanchucoughhhhzqahcoughhh*

and my mom planned to go bandar the day after. i wanna watch alice in the wonderland =( and buy dvds. haha. OH BTW! have you watched IT crowd? ITSSOAWESOMEYOUUSTHAVETOWATCHIT. amal introduced it to me and now im just so addicted to it. and so is fwan. and i made himthemanthatilove(LOL) addicted to it too. and he made his sister. HAHAHA. you just have to :D bah. hahaha. some random photos:

HAHAHAHAHAHA

my people(L)
ps. picture is incomplete :)

later aligatoooooooooooorrr

2010-02-08T23:09:00.000-08:00

IT crowd ftw.
and i hate these people :(

excluding the one in the middle cos i dont know him hahaha!
later alligators

2010-01-24T08:05:00.000-08:00

i am in the middle of finishing my homework here. english homework. english essay. fucking english essay to be exact. im stuck at the third paragraph cos im blank like sh-t. and i just feel like blogging. i lost my paper. the ND marching permission's paper. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH >:| i can always ask for another one kan? haaha god form 4 is stressing :( we have homework everyday now. and i used to think form 3 was too much stress. form 3 was so laid back man. now form 4,its too much too much HAHAHAHA. i hate a maths for being too complicated. TOO :( i feel like dropping but i hate geo too. HAHAHAHAHAHA. this is so sad. really. anyway we have ND marching practice next week. eh no this week. this 26th i think. why do i do that? repeating words? im such a loser. and im out of words. tapi aku mau blogging canatu? hahhaha =.=" i feel like talking about him but i dont know,i think its kinda shitty. cos he is.. haha nadawah. i mishhh you. tho i see you like..almost everyday like.. 5 days in a week. but i want more~~ yoh lain jua bunyinya. or did i made it sound wrong? uuu haha apakan bye.

quick

2010-01-23T02:21:00.000-08:00

i know. my hairrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. but this is....a fairytale. this i reality eseh:

hi. long time no see. haha. its 23rd january already. time flies so fast eh. anyway happy first year anniversary to mallie and her boyfriend. and eleventh month to dina and wawi. may you guys last sampai bila2. hahahahaha i dont believe in "forever" :) and yeah,happy belated 16th month to myself. and him ofcourse heh ;) so many anniversaries. hahha like~

anyway we had a another gathering last 16th i think. but the theme was blue. abg aman was supposed to bring us to the beach the next day but UHMMM. thats what you get for partying too hard. hahahahah the night was hellalotta fun <3 sang songs, made coffee,milo and neslo icecream, read blogs HAHAHAHHAHA and lot more. i love my COISINS *inside joke*

....is on

2010-01-08T03:54:00.000-08:00

MIA

guava

2010-01-06T02:22:00.000-08:00

new years' eve.

new years'.

ajai! my bebi :P
lol i know. i think i love kids now. hahahahahaha.

back to school party :)

ALAW! i miss blogging,dont you? :) haha apakan.
i've been so busy lately that i have absolutely no time to update.

NOT.
i actually planned abandon my blog until it rots then delete it,but nah. the people who blog a lot inspired me. HAHAHA wtf =.= so happy new year! tho mine sucked. kinda. and happy belated birthday tooooooooooooooooooooooo mua' ;) my birthday sucked too. sucked straws. except for the fact that i bought a new laptop (and im using it right now HAHAHEHEHEHEHEHAHEHE) but the next day was ok cos youuuuuuuuuuuu came and made it a DAY day :)))) and welcome back to school! the first day of school sucked three. HAHAHAH kidding,everything went fine except for the intense(by intense i mean INTENSELY INTENSE) heat and the stupid aircon flap that wont move and the fact that i had to go home early and not able to meet you. ah sigh.

SO HOWS SCHOOL? :) cool. minus learning. LOL :P poa and bio are boring subjects and i think i might fall in love with chemistry but... we'll see. haha. mom wants me to go for tution classes ASAP but idk. i wanna wait till i get my assessment marks. yknow,to see what subs i am very weak at. AND NO MORE HISTORY THIS YR =D and btw,my history teacher was blown away by my history results last year :') well,kinda. hahahahaha he told me he thought i was gonna do bad cos you know,i've never got a credit in history. hahahaha.

oh and i forgot to tell you abt 2nd Jan. we,the phs had a back-to-school party..... and thats it. HAHAHAHHAA. me,ummi,iman and the boys excluding zz,azek and wafi slept outside. kinda like camping. and it was HOT. literally. i cant sleep till it was three and i woke up at 6 cos i was sweating like a pig.

AND IM NOT EVEN SURE PIGS SWEAT.

ok bye.

notitle

2009-12-20T19:13:00.001-08:00

im off today! :D my flight is at 5.30. so CHALO! wehehehe~ and my boyfriend is going to. well..i think he's there already. he went by car this morning. i so cant wait to see you if i got the chance to see you. haha apakan. and i also cant wait to shop. duh. thanks mom fr giving me $$$. i earned it actually. worked my ass off during pmb (: kbye

PS. selamat pengantin baru kaka siti and her husband. haha kes nda tau nma.

you decide

2009-12-17T10:11:00.001-08:00

to delete or not to delete? haha
life has been hard. so hard.

this week has been busy. next week will be the same but awesomer,hopefully.

tenenenenenenet!

2009-12-08T06:36:00.001-08:00

HI I FEEEEEEL AWESOME! HAHAHA ORG ISKI PLS :D

so pmb results are out,if you're wondering what did i get,i got 3 distinctions and 5 credits. i know its not SO awesome and im not SO satisfied but... Alhamdulillah,im happy. cos my parents are happy. and ppl are congratulating me and stuff :') thankyuuu! so yea.... *KACHING KACHINGGGG* :) HAHAH. went swimming with the family at 4 just now. twas awesome. adikku ckap aku barat. pedehal ia yang. and we're gonna go to amal's place tmrw for tekken. w00t! and to prevent ppl from asking for further infos

B.M = 2
ENG = 2
PUI = 4
HIS = 5
GEO = 4
MAT = 4
SCI = 5
CMS = 2

*wide smile*
congrats to those who passed and to those who failed.... kesian delo~ nadawah. study harder for retest :) i heard 4 failures frm our sch :0 ramai ah.

oh,happy bday dk haziqah! slash alus :p so thats abt it. bbye :)

generation

2009-12-07T12:50:00.000-08:00

empire 17/10 :) or was it 18?

hey :) i know i said i was gonna delete my blog. well... i will. sooner or later. so posting is such a waste of time but whatever. haha! its almost 5 am. i am wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiide awake. current on oovoo with my bebeh :))) but he's fast asleep and i enjoy watching him tebangun balik2. hahahahaha. pmb results aren't out yet :\ batah eh. my mom told me my aunt told her it's gonna come out on monday.... which was yesterday. and i aint seein any results hiya! so yea,was damn pissed off. yoh labih. oh btw my pissed days are over! officially... yesterday. hehe! i've been pissed for abt a week or so. and now im hoping it will never EVVVVER happen again.

i love you.......r patung. wahahahaha.
you know i love you ;)

mmmmm.. im thinking abt going swimming with my friends again. or maybe tekken. or both. this week. but im not free today cos im going swimming with my family in the afternoon,im not free tmrw cos ..... :) insyaAllah. so maybe thursday? GUYSSSS? ehemehem.

what else ah... ah yes. i bought cookie creations last saturday. its so coooooooooooooooool. i wnna buy mini cupcakes but since i already have cupcakes... next time lah. wuw wuw fudge and soft-bake cookies wuw! haha iski. oh yes,abg aman came around 8 last night just because of cupcakes. hahahahahah!

eh tebangun lagi nah. apakan random. boring eh.

lama2 bedelete jua kan. HAHAHAAHAHA. goodluck to pmb-ians :D

my cousins! ummi,wafi,atul and azek yang ilang.

guess what

2009-12-04T10:38:00.000-08:00

it was a fcked up friday. thank you.

alive

2009-12-03T10:43:00.001-08:00

you know what,i feel like im talking to myself everytime i blog. my cbox is obviously dead. my posts are just...dull. and you know. i should....shut...down...my..blog. or maybe im just not in...nah. i'll think about it. your thoughts are welcomed too..that is if you have any.

so i haven't been "stable" nowadays. a lot has happened and all i can say is....

SHIT.
i hope from next week or maybe this weekend (cos im pretty sure its gonna be a fckdp friday cos the first two hours and 25++ minutes of it was pretty fckdp) onwards things will never be the fucking same. Amin.

i registered for the pmb result thing already this afternoon. im being so copper now. if you get what i mean/if you know how metalsblablabla- copper doesnt react with anything so you get my point. i WAS anxious to know my results but now...eh whatever. haha. im watching alive now and i feel like crying but eh whatever haha =.= i dont know what else to say so yea thats it.

notebook

2009-12-01T23:41:00.001-08:00

heyya. sorry for the lack of...pictures. my lens is rosak. fuckfuckfuck :( and my cousins are boring. cos they wont upload all photos. haha. buy me a new lens pls? 50mm pun jadi tah. haha despo.

ok so i slept over at nini's again on saturday. which was last minute. and the next morning we went to bandar which was also last minute cos we were bored. haha. had an awesome time with my cousins :D im gonna sleep over at bandar this weekend.

i miss hanging out with my friends,srsli. bila kan main tekken ani? hahahahaha me,fwan,amal and zqah practised tekken sudah kali ah. wahahahaha. tekken freaks,whatever. and btw,i've been so kusut nowadays. for no reason. paloi..... the end. hahah bye.

ps. i miss you oi :(

grapejuice(y)

2009-11-27T17:43:00.000-08:00

selamat hari raya aidiladha everyone! im currently at nini lumut's house,i slept over yesterday and trust me,mandi di sini,payah antap boi *inside joke* hahahahaha. i think adha's gonna be better fitri. and im currently waiting for bebehhh to top up his credit. ha miss you. have a nice day :D

awesome

2009-11-26T23:51:00.001-08:00

helu.
last night was awesome(i think i say the word awesome a lot). how awesome,very awesome. the awesomest of the awesomest. awesomestststst. haha majal. me and tiqah went to yadiy's house for bbq. and stuffs happened. hehe. best night of my life? ;) and tiqah slept over last night which was kinda last minute.

think im gonna sleep over at nini's tonight. lotsa cousins are sleeping over so yea. my blog is so boring =.=

beyutifool

2009-11-25T02:19:00.001-08:00

helololololo. hahaha. im up to nothing at the moment.. again. except for waiting for my mom to come back home. i wanna ask her sth about tmrw. anyway despite the fact that i had to reinstall my oovoo in the middle of the night,yesterday was amijing :8) he came amd then we went to the beach. yea,no more infos :p and nini and tua came at night. faiz almost slept over. hahaha he's sleeping over today anyway haha. what else.... hmmm my cousin,abg adi is out,he went to korea last week. i was jelous at first cos i thought he went to japan. haha! and my cousin,abg ayul (theyre older ok) is at new york. that made me jelous :( he went to houston before that.

mmmbah thats it. bye.

2009-11-23T09:02:00.000-08:00

happy bday ammar and my cousin,johnny dari labi/alai ajiji! zizi bah. ahhahahaha.
and thats it i guess. bye.

not that i dont want you guys to stop missing me,im just blank :P

you wanted to

2009-11-21T08:34:00.001-08:00

hey. mcurrently at nini bandar's house. the bbq was awesome! the food i mean. hehe. ada kupang kali ah :p and we didnt went to Lambak today. ah sigh. at least we're going to the airport tomorrow morning. so im up to nothing at the moment. i WAS so jobless so i decided to blog.

i miss hanging out with my friends though it has only been two days since we last hanged out. i miss my boyfriend though it has only been two days since we last seen each other. apakan =.= i wish i came to school for parents' day this morning.

anyway i am addicted to chop suey by system of a down. HAHAH. tenet tenenenenenenenenenet tenenenenenenenenenet you wanted to! HAHAHA. i knew that song from Rock Band 2 which we played it at Zqah's last thursday. the drums and vocals are amijing :B
mhmmkay thats it for now. 'nite.

hey now

2009-11-20T23:09:00.000-08:00

hello wello!

i think i gotta make this fast cos i THINK my laptop's gonna lagg :( i sync-ed my iPhone just now. well,not really. i was about to sync 3005 pictures but i stopped at 424 cos it took SOOOOOOOOOO much time. sampat lagi aku lunch. sigh,at least my songs are updated.

anyway thursday was so much fun! i went swimming in the morning with amal,zqah,fwaan. yamin and nas too. and the 3B boys with some other boys =.= we were the only ladies. YES LADIES HAHAA. went back early cos... idk. wish i stayed there longer :\ but we went to amal's after that. played rockband,resident evil and TEKKEN!!! HAHAHA. it was awesome. and at night we went to Nini's for tahlil and so called phtoshoot EHEMEHEM apakan bida jua eh. it was our second last day with Ngahaie and Ngamidah so we took Family Photos :') and something happened before that. i wont mention,not that its a bad thing its actually an exellent thing. apakan. so now evvverything's A-OK. so happy :) anyway we'll be seeing them again today (i hope) for the last time and then they'll be off to Tehran. but Nisah's staying :D i dont know about Abg Alim. we also recorded a video for Abg Ayul as his birthday present since his birthday's on the 20th. Abg Aman posted it at his facebook already. so you know. it was.. touching. and on the 20th was also Abg Alim's bday,so Happy Belated Birthday(again). i actually planned to sleepover at lumut with my cousins but...

NGGAK JADI! *inside joke*

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

the 20th was also my 14th anniversary with org yang ke norhaimah lapas penggilan kemarin. hahhaahhaa. happy belated annibersarrriii bebeh(L)

im going to bandar today to celebrate Aimi's belated birthday at Nini Bandar's house. BBQ BBQ ahhh~ at least now i can eat the chicks and lambs unlike last BBQ at my house. staying over there till sunday. i hope kami jalan lapas tu. i wanna buy a hard drive. cos i need something to store my stuffs before my laptop dies OR before i buy a new laptop :p

well that wasnt so fast. hahahaha. im out of ideas. bye.

PS. I AM WAITING FOR PICTURES MASA DI RUMAH NINI.

forever begins now

2009-11-16T08:58:00.000-08:00

sommmmeone's sleeping very nyamanly at this hour. hahaha. hi hi hi! i wanna talk about pmb results since i've been thinking about it since... FOREVER. kinda haha. im so nervous :( ok i dont feel like talking about results anymore. hahahahaha. i just hope i'll get pretty results cos this year's pmb was not easy *kuluk muka* mudahan saja moe tambah markah 50 kah apakah. hahaha. oookay i am currently watching Because I Said So. i actually wanted to sleep early,but my sister asked me to join her watch TV downstairs so... here i am.

i have nothing else to share other than i miss my boyfriend but you know that already cos aku memajal. hahahahahaha! byebye.

LEMON! :d

2009-11-15T09:41:00.001-08:00

hello.
goodbye. nadawah.

do you know how fucked up i am right now? hmm. i have my reasons and i wont share. anyway i just got back from bandar. well,not exactly. i got back 3 hours ago. lol. went to ngahaie's for hi-tea and dinner. tiring yet fun. i went to bandar yesterday too =.= watched 2012 and it was awesuuummnumnum.
mmmm i want new sandals. i bought new flats yesterday,they're sexy ;) snake skin. yes i hate snakes. LOL. i miss you baby :(

ps. baby is cali but whatev. at least inda hubby. HAHAHAHA you know what i was trying to say. i miss you boyfriend/lover/bebeh/pujaan hati HAHAHAAHAHAHA =.=
pps. the title was random.

yay me

2009-11-13T10:34:00.000-08:00

now i hace a proper blogskin and a cbox and some links. im not malas after all. HAHAHAHAHA.

do you know how much i miss my boi? :(

welcome me >:)

2009-11-13T09:05:00.000-08:00

hello yello mello trello whateverthatendswith-lo!

guess who's back? your math teacher. SALAH,me!!! =D so i decided to use blogger again cooooooooooooosss i miss cakapcakap. i want-ED to try tumblr but its to overrated and overpopulated. apakan sama saja. and livejournal is boring.

so wassssssssssssssaaap? after pmb has ended my life has never been better.

FLASHBACK FLASHBACK

(creds to amal)

thursday- spent the day at zqah's with amal,shwada,fwan,chu and avery. main rockband! (y)

wednesday-swimming with amal.

(creds to amal again)

tuesday- went to school just to pick up the invitation for parents' day and our class pics.

sunday- bandar,watched This Is It. i give it a 7/10 since i'm not a big fan of MJ. but i honestly think he's an awesome guy.

(creds to rachel)

(creds to haziq)

saturday- bbq at my house with moi cousins. great night. great night indeed.

wednesday(2810)- trip with sec3's. WOOO AWEEESOOMMMEEE~

SKALI AKU LUPA
kweng kweng kweng~

taken after pmb. right after pmb. and creds to amal again. HAHAHA.

the point is i had fun lah. but i heard pmb results are gonna be out very soon. im feeling very... scarednervousexcited mmmm... curious? (im starting to regret not concentrating everytime mr.r gives us those useful strong adjectives) but lalalalala kita enzoi zulu!!

anyway i know i dont have a proper blogskin just yet. aku malas bah. and my linklist is empty. aku malas bah. and evrything's just so boring. aku malas bah. ahahah majal! if you want to linked BLAHH you know what to do. never forget blogger punya functions of-bla after you've moved to-bla :)

BTW MY CAM LENS IS ROSAK :(

ok im tired. haha.
i cant wait for thursday! swimming with bestprengs and my baby~ hahahaha ;)
and im going to bandar tomorrow :( its gonna be crowded.